So, I have an excuse and an announcement.
I haven’t been posting very often because my life has been consumed with trying to do my job adequately, sleeping and trying not to throw up.
Jeter has helped me out with the announcement part with his new choice reading material… There is a tiny human growing inside me and in June, the M family will contain 3 humans (and a giant cat). Really, it has 3 humans now, but one of them can’t live not inside of me.
Because of past events, my healthcare background (aka my insane ability to worst case scenario any possible health event because I have either seen it or have heard of it) and social norms (I know, I’m not always big on social norms, but fear was a big driver in this once) we decided to keep this whole thing on the down low until I hit the “magical” 12 week mark (which I don’t actually think is that magical). So, now that we have released the gag orders on our parents and best friends and told our friends from our old small group, my “other mothers” and our church family, I get to tell the blogesphere (because not only am I now the kind of person who announces their pregnancy with annoying cat photos, I am the person who tells the internet).
Stuff got so much more real over the weekend (and strangely, will be a bit more real when I hit “publish”).
Funny how other people being in on your little gift from God can do that.
The cat is out of the bag, so they say.
So, yay new life who we celebrate every day because I get such frequent reminders of what a gift it really is. I know I am so fortunate I am to get to be sick and tired and slowly expansile. Sometimes waiting for something is hard, but the lessons in that wait are huge. I keep seeing that piece more and more every day (more on that later too).